January 2010
Do you think if I went back to school, my mum would actually be nice to me occasionally?
I’m sorry I’m a fail.
Am I the only one who hates this?
The typical msn convo.
“hi”
“hey”
“uk?”
“yeah you?”
“yeah, wuu2?
“nm u?”
“nm”
BYE.
If you can’t have a proper conversation with somebody, surely they’re not worth talking to? I don’t know. But that typical conversation bugs me like crazzzzzy.
I need to get this out…
I hate the way you copy me with certain things.
I hate the way you talk to me and act like we’re really close, then you don’t talk to me next time or if you do it’s not exactly friendly.
I hate the way you talk about someone else over and over as if your trying to make me jealous.
I hate the way you think your so cool, when really your not.
I...
Don’t ever let nobody break you down girl. Don’t never let nobody tear your world apart. Look in the mirror and see who you are, Beautiful U R.
“i can breath with or without you, personally it proves i don’t need you.”
– (via theworldyourlife)
bombbombbomb.
Great so London is on severe terrorist alert and especially for next friday, when I happen to be going to London.
So in that case goodbye world. I’ll miss you and your music and Lil Wayne!
I give up saying anything nice to you anymore, it obviously isn’t what you want.
Just friends? I think so.
i'll meet you there.
So…
Here’s how my last few days have been..
So Evan’s been with me since saturday evening. Sunday we ended up walking for 7 miles which actually was pretty snazzy.
I cba to explain my weekend, but last night I will however EXPLAIN.
So we went to London mid afternoon and ended up in covent garden looking for american apparel as I wanted a t-shirt.. which i bought and now...
IF I AINT GOT YOU
I’m ADDICTED to this song, thanks to someone <3
oh..
So anyway, i had an AMAZING night!
And can’t wait for tomorrow, and then well saturday is when it all starts!!!!
but on a downside, i think i may have not quite closed a conversation I had with someone yesterday on my MUMS laptop, which she may have seen… which may have said some stuff she was not supposed to know.
also.. i’m having 7 babies with xavier. in africa
I'm so human yeah yeah.
I woke up at 5pm? this wasn’t supposed to happen! nevermind.
Off out to dinner now then going to see Avatar, should be an amazing night!
MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU!
me and omlettes
DO NOT GO TOGETHER!
usually if I want an omlette i beg my mother to make me one, which then she usually does and she shows me how to make it and i’m just pretending to pay attention.. when now i realized perhaps i should have. anyway.. so yes my attempt at an omlette turned into odd looking scrambled egg, but it was tasty in the end so whatttevzzz.
anyways i want a hug! i feel sad.
kthx
I don’t know, but I think I may be falling for you. Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself. Wait until I know you better.
I’m am trying not to tell you, but I want to. I’m scared of what you’ll say. So i’m hiding for I’m feeling. But I’m tired of holding this inside my head.
I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about you. I...
lame
tboysb:
this is lame and my opinion wont change but whatever
so i guess ill tell you some stuff as thats what your here to do
k so its almost 5 in the morning i woke up at like 3 my sleeping is now fucked like somebody i know ;)
and also that somebody i guess is going through some stuff right now huh but i still think she should go with C yea i mean right now thats hard right but doable haha...
friends?
I may not have as many friends as I used to after leaving school, and I just drifted away from a few. But I guess we all moved on with our lives and shit happens right? But, the friends I have in my life right now, I could never replace ever! Right now the people in my life, I don’t want to ever leave my life, because without them .. where the fuck would I be? I’ve recently started to...
FUCK.
I have just done the most stupidest thing possible I AM GOING TO REGRET THIS A HUGE AMOUNT.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
I’m an idiot tbh. :(
.dont break
theworldyourlife:
don’t let anything get to you, you can always be strong, your just un-certain of it sometimes, or at all untill you figure it out. its only your choice to make yourself sad, and to make yourself more hurt.
if you let things get to you, you’ll make it hurt you for so long it’ll turn into a regret, and regrets in my case this year is a sin. Don’t let it happen, you think about...
14th Jan 2010
Blog about my day then…
So I had been awake for 31 hours and couldn’t be awake any longer, so I went to sleep at woke up at 5pm and asked my mum for a glass of water (still being half alseep) anyway, she brought up this mahooooooosive glass. what a wang. Anyway, so i was drinking .. (still half asleep) next thing I know it’s 7pm and my pillow is soaking wet with an empty glass...
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes… all you need is one.
That was the longest 2 hours of my life. seriously!
SIX FLAGS!
Sometimes i wonder if anythings absolute anymore. Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we’re forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we’re faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.
I am really happy, and I like you a lot.
I just don’t say it enough, but i do.
<3
how can sleep be such a fail?
i was up for about 24 hours, so i was pretty tired.
slept at 4pm for 3hours, then was awake until 11PM. so i thought good time to go sleep ALL NIGHT LONG, but clearly that hasn’t worked out, as I woke up at 4am and haven’t been able to sleep since… and now i’m absolutely freezing… fml.
Haha this song is EPIC.
thinking too much.
i’m so tired right now! & i’ve got a lonnnng car journey ahead of me in the snow!
i also feel like i might have messed something up kinda, sorta, probably! :(
this is where i spend my life →
Goodnight.
Is going to sleep with the biggest smile on my face.
All down to one person really <3
skype.
I am currently skyping with a good old chum of mine!
AND I IZ WELL SLEEEEEEPY
i feel abit odd…
peace out girl scout,
we are birds.
This feeling just wont go away. I don’t know what to do. Sleep, might be my best option right now! I was going to tell the person I like, that I like them tonight, but they never came online.. so I’m feeling like poop, and sleepy, it’s hopeless.
I’ll just lay here in bed, listening to my ipod for the next hour.
:(
Things can only get better, right?
I wish..
I wish for a lot of things..
I wish I was smart.. but I’m not.
I wish I was pretty.. but I’m not.
I wish I was like her.. but I’m not.
I wish you would realize that I can’t be who you want me to be! I can’t change for anybody nor do I want to. I may not be perfect, but who is ‘Perfect’. I wish you could see that clearly. I wish you would...
doesn't need a name.
theworldyourlife:
Dear,followers.
So, i spend each day wondering many things, but this mostly. Celebrities have a rough time yeah?. My biggest question is for some celeb’s what do they live for?. Some of them are created by the media, you love that person the media created,you hate the person created by the media. So if they spend however many years in the spotlight, is that how long they spend...
“I’m going to fight for the things that are worth fighting for, no matter...”